I ran from this for a long time. I am not one to put myself out there…well my PERSONAL business that is. I pride myself on how private I am. I enjoy being in control of what I put out for the world to see. I mean hell, seems like no one is keeping there private life private anymore. That term is now obsolete with the many streams of social media inviting you to expose your every move. Even though I may not want to know what you ate for breakfast or how good your sex was last night I am still subject to it on my timeline. It is disheartning at times…but hey that is how folks are releasing themselves these days (I am not sure if that is a good thing or not…I am leaning toward not) and it looks like I am revealing a bit more of myself as well…just in a different way…
(Photo Taken By C.Michelle in Malibu)
A freeing way! Over the years I have built an amazing platform! I have always used Cmichellestyles.com as a way to release myself and connect with others that have similar interest in the Beauty n’ Fashion realm. Now, I think it is time to open up a bit more, it’s time to be a bit…more transparent and connect with women/men who are experiencing some of the same things that I am like…Being 28 and Single…Now whether you are 28 or not is beside the point…the root of it is being single. Let me also throw in:
Successful
Driven
Got it together (fitness, spiritually)
But is that a repellent for men? In the past I have dated men (Not all who I have dated fit this description) who were not willing to do the following:
Court
Commit
Spend Time to build something
Get Married due to the rise of the THOT
AND not having it together/wanting to live off of there girl! (I am seeing more of this lately)
How disheartening! Most men want to “Netflix and Chill.” For those who don’t know that just means you go over to there place to watch a 3rd of a movie and do the do! Ya know! The “DO”! To me it is to avoid the cost of a date or they just don’t see you worth courting! If a man EVER suggest on a first date to come over to his place, he and I will never speak again. To me that shows me how little they think of me! Why would I even trust you enough to go to your place for the first date…psyco!
I feel like I have everything in life besides a fulfilling relationship! Well there is always more I could accomplish…anyway I want unconditional love! I want a man who is willing to take the lead and has it together/or is working towards it! I feel as though most men my age aren’t looking for that! I find myself settling and dealing with more than I normally would with men that aren’t even worth it. Hence, why I am single b/c I am NOT putting up with the bs. Even though I am not afraid of the biological clock theory I still would at least like to be married around 30…N e who, this is just a prelude to what I am feeling! I have a lot more in store for you…like too much *rolls eyes*
To Be Continued…
*Besos*
C.Michelle
